My Writing or Artwork

My Writing or Artwork

Okay. I'll post a few of my poems on here, plus a few drawing's I've done. So here you go...

Burning Up Inside

I'd been burning up inside,
And now my emotions are breaking free.
The mask I'd built,
Was far from succeeding,
Because my emotion were burning me up inside.

I'd lost control,
Of all I'd known.
Things that were true,
Now seem to be such horrible lies.
And it was burning me up inside.

The wings that carried my soul,
Were burned by my grief,
My wings were gone,
There was nothing to save me,
Nothing to carry my soul.

You gave me hope,
I trusted in you,
I felt the grief,
Begin to fall,
Away away away.

Yet I should have known,
You were no friend,
No one to trust,
And not one in whom,
I could entrust my trust.

The burns I felt,
Were burning me fast,

I was all alone,
I didn't think I'd last,
To see the light of day.

That dungeon that's cold,
The one where my heart once lingered.
I knew no more,
Than the light that was fed to me,
Through the eyes of another.

And yet you see,
I've found my hope again,
It belongs to another,
And I was sure,
You could never be a part of me again.

Because you made my emotions burn me up inside,
And now I'm free,
I'm free to fly,
Because my wings,
Are healed by Him.

He gave me His life,
You gave me your pain,
I bear no more burdens,
Than what I need to,
For because of Him my soul is free.

And if you ever,
Feel the need to return,
I welcome you,
To meet me in,
The arms of God.

Jaded

You could say I’m confused.

I don’t know what to do.

I feel to utterly used.

Did you forget?

Or do you just not care?

The second one’s my bet.

Remember back when all was new?

When our love was young?

And we didn’t quite know what to do.

Well…

You lifted me up and spun me around

You made believe that

My feet would never touch the ground.

You kissed me real soft,

And held me so close.

Yet now I feel that all is lost.

I cling to what’s left now.

I’m destroyed inside.

Do you want a round-of-applause or a bow?

I thought you were my knight-in-shining armor.

I thought you’d come to save me.

But I feel like a ship that’s lost in the harbor.

Do me a favor,

Just turn around and leave.

‘Cause I don’t want to be only this week’s flavor.

I knew that it would come to pass,

‘Cause how can some so wonderful,

Stay and last?

And as I sit and dwell within,

The hollow space of my heart,

I feel that something’s about to begin.

Somewhere there’s a hope for me,

Something wonderful,

And something I thought I could never be.

It’s not like you are Mars and I am Venus,

We live in two separate universes,

How can we keep on doing this?

I feel my life’s hopes begin to drip away,

As I embrace the night,

And forget about the day.

No matter what the others may say,

I’ll stay strong and hold my head high,

‘Cause I know my way.

Yet can I say here with you,

Hold just one final time,

Forget about what I should do?

And can you forgive the pain I’ve created?

And will you say sorry for what you have done?

Or will I be left the one feeling jaded?

I’ll forget all our pain and strife,

I’ll stay with you for just one more minute,

And please let that minute last,

the rise of my life.

Dream a Dream...

Every breath that flows from my mouth,

Has a delicate little melody,

Which spins the tale of my life.

Every smile that falls from my lips,

Tells of a time less happy,

And you can always tell,

That every smile becomes harder to show.

If anyone could read my mind,

They'd drown in my thoughts,

And die in my memories.

They'd see that there's so much more,

Than the happy little girl they see.

They'd see I'm not as happy as they think,

There's more to my soul.

I want to be known for my smile,

I want to be known for my laughter,

But every laugh, ever smile,

is less sincere,

and more of a frown .

I want to smile again,

But I fear to let anyone else in.

I want to escape this hell,

Run away with you.

Leave the fights, leave the pain,

Can we start anew?

Can you take me to a place,

Where blue waters sing,

And the dove is free?

I feel my eyes grow wet with tears,

My skin burns with the desire,

To mesh my soul with yours.

Can you take me into the comfort of your mind?

Rescue me from all around me,

Save me from myself.

Save the world from me.

I'm locked inside my mind,

There's no way I can escape,

There's no window from which to fly.

The cold iron bars,

The ones that burn my skin.

He put them there,

And I'm the one who let him in.

Heaven's to far away,

And hell draws too close for health.

So I'll sit in your arms,

Because you can ward away the fires of hell,

And the closest thing to heaven,

Is right here in your arms.

But am I worthy of the spot?

To dream a dream is a dream of its own,

Because even a dream,

Is a thing too far from me.

So wrap me up,

Send me away,

Send me to green pastures,

Where I can dream a dream.

The Twilight of my Life

The pain I felt,
Was far to great,
And before I knew it,
It was far too late.

The wounds I held,
Helped me shed my pain,
No more to lose,
And nothing to gain.

I have more than one cut,
So this is my cry to you,
My soul is dying from my wounds,
What shall I do?

Because the knife,
Was more my friend,
There was no need,
To share and mend.

You were gone,
I had no one whom I could trust in,
And so I'd help,
The bleeding to begin.

How the pain rushed from my heart,
As I felt the nectar of my life,
Rush from my veins,
Thanks to that knife.

Yet here you are,
You are back to me,
Yet I still cant stop.
How can this be?

Im lost within the darkness,
The curtain have begun to fall,
And here I lay,
A broken doll.

It has come to me,

The Twilight of my life,
Theres no more pain,
And no more strife.

I write this now,
As my good-bye to you.
Farwell and thank you,
For all you do.